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Before everything else, I would like to get one thing straight. I don't have anything against addicts. I just think they're weak. "Weak weak weak weak" ala Fairuza Balk of The Craft.

I thought of addiction as hedonistic in nature, a pleasurable rush of chemicals in the brain. Why do people want to experience pleasure at heightened levels? Just because it feels good?

It is a manifestation of an unbalanced life - to fill a hole. Euphoria opens a gate to escape from displeasure or monotony.

Is addiction natural or is it natural for man to lead an unbalanced life?

a_vulva_attacks

Have you ever felt the world pass you by? And that it has left you sad, jaded and unaccomplished; that you can't even grasp everything you seemingly worked for; that all the pounding and grinding has amounted to dust. You don't hate yourself, but seeing your battered arms, you form a resolution. You can't get up because at the back of your head, you know that desolation is waiting to grab you when you're about to stand up.